I miss my husband so much. I miss my kids so much. I really miss my normal life. I miss serving my family. You know, the normal, mundane stuff of life like teaching my kids, cooking, cleaning, laundry and all the little stuff that I am now realizing I took for granted. I miss doing things that sometimes even got on my nerves or frustrated me.
My parents are taking care of all my other children. It’s hard. It’s hard for me. For Micah. My parents. It’s really hard on my kids. It’s frustrating for me. For Micah. For them. They’ve never homeschooled. Now they are. We do things differently. Just different. They are basically full time caregivers of my children and for that I am so grateful. I couldn’t do it without them. I don’t know what I would do without them. It doesn’t make it any easier.
“Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for The Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.”